So, today was a pretty shity day in the fact that I just felt like shit. I actually thought I was going to have to leave work and come home. Another thought was that maybe I had thought I took my 5 am meds but didn’t actually take them. I stuck it out at work and when I got home I had indeed taken my pills. I have no idea what the hell was wrong with me today. I am super, super, tired right now. It probably doesn’t help that we went to dinner at the Outback! I ate my weight in bread and loaded baked potato. I am not excited to see how I feel tomorrow but I am interested. We will see.
On another note, I am excited to announce that I weighed in and did my measurements today… I lost 12 LBS and 14 1/2″ total!!!! That’s HUGE! I do feel like my 1 meal tonight made me gain it all back. It’s crazy how fat I feel after just one meal- and I had prime rib, bread, a side salad, and a loaded baked potato.
Energy- very low
Mood- ok but a bit irritable now
Mental Clarity- low
I have had some anxiety issues in the mornings and today I felt more anxiety than normal. Along with a weird sensation throughout.
Overall, today was good in a lot of aspects but I felt like shit, so, it wasn’t a good day to me.
As Always- FUCK YOU CANCER! God I ask You to heal my mind, body, and soul.