Day 1 is coming to an end. Truthfully today has been a long day. It’s the 1st of the year and in retail it’s an all work day usually. I ended up working 10 hours and I don’t really have anything to show for it- frustrating. Oh well, tomorrow is a new day and I’m OFF!
What was the most difficult part of today? In the morning when I was leaving for work I wanted to smoke so bad! And when I came home from work I wanted to smoke even worse than this morning. I have held strong! I have had my boyfriend go outside to smoke so that I can stand out there with him. I think it has something to do with my routine. All and all, I am very proud of myself!
I still have not finished my life budget, but, I am off tomorrow and that’s what I plan to do 🙂
This week in general I have been super irritable. I feel on edge and irrational. I think I must be PMS’ing 😦 My lower back is tender and hurting also. For example, I am SUPER irritated right now! Not smoking is probably also adding to the problem.
What is my plan for preparing for my week tomorrow:
Get some dinner ideas and make sure I have all of the food we will need
Go to the grocery store if I need to
Clean the kitchen
Chop all the veggies
I am pretty sure this will take up a big chunk of the day 🙂 Maybe I will go to yoga tomorrow! Friday’s yoga is a soothing class and I think that would be a nice segway back into the swing of going.
As always- FUCK YOU CANCER!!! God I pray for guidance.