So, I made it to day 28 like I had decided on. I cut my experiment a little short. On the 29th- Thursday- I jumped head first into the piglets troff of disgustingly delicious, make my ass fat, food! I ate a GIANT burrito smothered in melted cheese and wonderful sauce. It was filled with spanish rice, beans, carne asada, and some other shit I’m certain of. I also partook in the delectable sour cream and guacamole. Let me tell you… IT WAS FREAKING AMAZING!!!! I would have done a backstroke in the chips and salsa if I could have! MMMmmmmmm! After that I didn’t notice much of a difference in how I felt- other than being tired, but, what’s new? That was early in the day and we got hungry again! I drove us to the OH SO BAD place of sin. I pulled into the drive through of McDonalds! I ordered 3 cheeseburgers, 1 large french fry, and a hot fudge sundae… all for MYSELF! I was able to eat all but 1 burger! As of right now, I haven’t noticed a huge difference in my mood, but, my energy is low and I am having a LOT of body aches.
I have to start a LID on the 10th- Low iodine Diet. It’s super strict and no slipping. This one is medical and I will only Fuck myself if I don’t follow it to the T. This is going to me my next challenge/ experiment. I am wanting to start an experiment of movement or working out. I think for now I am going to focus on getting my medication leveled out and the radiation. Maybe I will add 1 day a week of extra movement and then next month start a real challenge of kicking my ass and eating Paleo.
Whole30- I am so happy that I took on this challenge. I have learned so much about myself and my own willpower. I am a freaking badass! I quit smoking, didn’t drink, ate clean, and did it all with a crazy fucking life! I am so proud of myself 🙂 I still want to smoke but I am not sure if that will ever really go away. I have been having a glass of wine or some a night since “The Fall” on Thursday which I think might be making me more tired. If it wasn’t for the Whole30 I wouldn’t have pushed myself to go 30 days without smoking and I would still be smoking now. With drinking it is much more difficult to not smoke but I’m doing it 🙂
I’ll return with the low iodine diet. I was going to weigh and measure myself on the 28th but I ran out of time and then I dove into the cesspool of shitty food. The GOOD news about me NOT posting all of that info is that I just don’t care. I know I lost weight and inches but that’s not my focus. If I feel like shit but I’m thin than what does it matter?
As Always- FUCK YOU CANCER! Lord I thank you for the body you gave me!